February 2010
1 post
December 2009
1 post
October 2009
1 post
I wish I could forget how much I love you. How good it felt to have you here.
August 2009
1 post
You’re the ache in me.
July 2009
6 posts
Seeing your name makes my heart thump, every time.
I give you this one thought to keep- I am with you still - I do not sleep. I am...
– ~ native american prayer (via gatekeeper) (via mmeadowlark)
One of the secrets of getting more done is to make a TO DO List every day, keep...
– Jean de La Fontaine (via kari-shma)
5 tags
1 tag
Now every time I see you, I’m just mad at you for letting me down, and I...
I love you.
It feels good to say.
June 2009
16 posts
I closed my eyes and the snowflakes danced silently in the depths of the night.
– Dance Dance Dance, Haruki Murakami
You’re breaking up.
(Are we breaking up?)
Lost.
Losing.
Tonight was a dream. That breathtaking golden light, drowning the earth and making me feel like anything was possible and that no one could ever be unhappy.
Keep your secrets and I’ll pretend I don’t know, but for all our...
I find it hard to pay attention when you talk.
4 tags
Time can change the way I feel.
Yes →
andnothinghurt:
repeat, mantra-like, to inifinity.
from http://ghostwerld.wordpress.com/
Try harder to keep it together. I will not let this fear control me.
This tight pain has not gone away, and I’m worried.
Contact severed by faulty technology. Cannot focus.
Work with the fear.
May 2009
11 posts
Awake before the sun hits the sky. My nerves are a jangling bunch of keys, somewhere close to the surface, perpetually threatening to come forward and spoil it.
Deep breathes. In, out. Eyes closed, altho the room is barely lit as it is.
(his hand snakes over as he sleeps and I tense and hold my breath until he returns to the dream he won’t remember on waking.)
Struggling to pull myself...
I am forever trying to fill the time and the space that you leave behind.
Come home. Please?
2 tags
(release) →
I want to feel you under my bones.
1 tag
I started my mid-evening sleeps again the moment you retracted from life....
– LJ
You are my joy
I need you to understand, that it will not always be this way.
You thought about you, and how you would feel.
all i need to know to be there for you is that it’s me you want to turn...
where there is no struggle
there is no strength